Thursday, November 10, 2005

The root of the issue

I have had a good week. On Tuesday night me, Shana, and Caleb, went over to Josh and Anna Brown's house for dinner, along with Nick, and Leslie. We had a great time. We look forward to getting to know Josh and Anna more. And its always good to be with Nick and Leslie.

Youth is going well, we are gathering momentum, and things are going well. I am looking forward to our home gathering for our senior high students.

Today I met with my spiritual counselor's. It was good. Though things seem to be pretty stable right now. We still haven't got to the root of my anger. Though today we dug in a bit, I know we are going deeper. I have much to sort through with God. I know that there are deeper issues in play when it comes to this. One of the things that stuck out was my ability to just "be" without any actions, or performance of any kind, or even external things that bring security in my life. That when God sees me he says "there you are" with delight in his heart, regardless of my actions. I have to say that one person in my life without a doubt that is the case is my wife. I am so thankful that I have her.

Not much else right now, working on keeping Jesus in my window.


Blogger Shana Wolfe said...

That's right! I love you no matter what but I have to say that I am very proud of you. I know that you are still working through some things but you are doing so much better in many areas. You have been working hard and it has paid off. I will miss you this weekend but I wanted you to know that I love you!

8:20 AM  
Blogger Josh said...

we had a great time with you guys too. we'll have to get together again soon and this time add some cigars into the mix.

3:47 PM  

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